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[misters]

it seems like images of Paris keep popping up for some reason. I'd really like to go there right now. or back to Hawai'i. somewhere...romantic? idk, somewhere different.


a few nights ago I dreamt that Kiel Williams (or someone like him, I remember he looked different but was still Kiel in my mind) was in love with me and made me really happy and I kissed him over a counter in a dark room even though I knew Zack was somewhere close. it made me feel really content and warm and loved.

and then last night I dreamt that I was at a pool (party?) with Rachel and {some other girl} and we were splashing around having fun, and myself and the {other girl} hooked up with someone but Rachel was waiting for Jay...and then I was on a floating pedal thing (I could draw it, but I can't really describe it) and simultaneously feeling really happy and really self-conscious because of my legs (even though they hadn't been bothering me before, idgi). that whole thing was really weird because I haven't been swimming in years, but I remember again feeling pretty relaxed and loved.


so that's that.