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ugh I keep thinking about my Extended Essay and college applications and etc. and getting all nervous and anxious :/ I really wish I'd chosen a different topic, this isn't at all what I had originally envisioned. plus my psych essay sucks and turnitin is being bitchy, boo.

OH MY GOD THE RIGHT HALF OF MY FACE IS DARKER THAN THE LEFT UGHHH FUCKING SUN

goddamn my left eye is sort of lazy WHY AM I FALLING APART FML. one of these days all my joints will detach and I'll just fall into this useless heap and my exterior will finally match my interior :|

so just fyi, I'll be suuuuuuuper busy the next two weeks; knowing me I'll still find time somehow to update, but idk so much about comments, since I'll probably be limited to what I can do on my phone. but yes, for the next three days there is camp 9-4 and then thurs/fri + mon-fri of next week is like...9-8? something like that, idk.

it's going to be SO WEIRD without any seniors there. holy shit guys I'm old now or something.

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this is actually something I've thought about quite a lot (because I am a huge dork and tend to get philosophical about everything, you see), and I have to say that the scrutiny we place on the personal lives of celebrities really bothers me. you do have to give up your privacy to some extent, and I don't necessarily think that's a bad thing—for example, I imagine it's hard to be (hugely) hypocritical when you're constantly in the public eye. on the other hand, I have absolutely no doubt that the pressure to be exactly who you say you are all the time is why so many celebrities are messed up; everyone needs an escape sometimes, right?

( tl;dr, includes some views on kpop )

...I feel like that should have been some sort of formal essay :| one of these days I will learn to express myself in two sentences or less.


in other news, Kyu's new hair isn't as bad as it looked on my phone, but I still wish he'd left it long :( also band camp starts tomorrow FML and I feel like a loser whenever I say band camp. there needs to be a less dorky name for it.

PS this girl is amazing

oh my god I am going home tomorrow wtf is this D: I don't want to go home because that means I have a week until band camp which means that there's only 4 weeks left until school starts and oh my god I am so fucking fucked I hate my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cannot fucking wait until I am in college :(

possibly going to see Karsh Kale today apparently? idk, will update if it's any good.



PS what's that one journal that has all the fantastic dbsk ufo icons? I can never refind it :[ nvm I found it :D

in the middle of (legitimately) cleaning my room. I've gone through everything, and it's all currently in a huge pile on my floor/on top of my bed.

there are two problems:

one, idk if I'll be able to clean it all up today (which means I'll have to sleep downstairs), and
two, I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHERE MY CAMERA IS AAAAAAAAAAAAAGH.