misters: (ガゼット☀when there's nothing left to burn)
oh god I am so fucked for everything.



also I realized last night that maybe the reason I've been so exhausted so early lately is because I haven't eaten dinner in I-don't-know-how-long :/
misters: (wonder girls☀elegance)
wtf when did I become such a freaking sappy romantic person. I am blaming it on my hormones.

I am also blaming me almost crying today on my hormones. but um. also I was reading more about Wellesley today and I want to go there so badly. and fuck, idk if my fee will be waived if I do Early Decision, I am having so many second thoughts.

and um if anyone ever played me Kate Nash's "Birds" I'm pretty sure I would just burst into tears and marry them right then and there because that song is so so sweet and pretty and I don't even know. I am delirious and incoherent and really pointless right now :/





fucking hell first competition is this weekend wtffffff


also filling out the Common App is stressing me out. fuck it, I'm saving it until Mom comes home.
misters: (『stock』oh yeah oh yeah I'm falling down)
I'm rethinking applying Early Decision to Wellesley. I don't like the binding part of it :/ I mean, what if I get the W&L scholarship and also get into Wellesley? I'd rather go to WC, but I have to keep financial things in mind...idk, I feel like I should be discussing this with my mom, but I'm sort of uncomfortable doing it fsr. sigh.


also just thinking about my Extended Essay is making me super anxious. I should have talked to Nies over the summer, fuck my life.

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